I Love Maxis ~♥

"Free maxis broadband for two month now,if you is maxis user then you can try it."
Everyday everyday i need to said this santences again again and again. TIRED !!!
But i like it !!!
I love Maxis. ~♥
I love the staff. ~♥
I love the supervisor. ~♥
I love all of that !!! ~♥
I have a supervisor,name's Suhal. She is nice,always help we solve all the problem we has been met.Somemore..She is my member. Haha. are you all understand what i'm saying? That means "she" is same style with me. ^^~
I have a colleague,name's Ranson. He is sexual harasser !!! Because he likes look at the woman who's around him. Even if is the old woman he does not let off. Domestic animal !!
Okay,the 2nd colleague,name's Prem. He is live in SP there,everyday come here work by motor. Wow.. Admire him much much much and much. And somemore,he's hobbies is talk talk talk and talk. He like to stand at there,then keep talking with Ranson,when Suhal look at they,they will low the voice abit,after 5min they will continue talk non-stop.Finnaly,today get scold by other supervisor,Tamid. PADAN MUKA !!
Okay,3nd colleague,name's Chin Ying. She is the girl who's always eat non-stop. Accept she bf,she whole brain just think about eat eat eat and eat !!! BUT WHY SHE STILL SLIM LIKE HELL ???
4nd, Shin Nee. A girl who's are very care her colleague. She's really very care with we all. Like mother. Haha. But now she back to I-cable centrel d. Damn miss her now. But it's okay. We can meet up outside. ^^~
Atc still have many staff there,but I compare understand these people. Haha.
Hmm.. This is my Maxis life. I'M LOVING IT !!!

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Happiness

Happiness is the most precious thing in the world, which can be obtained in different ways.From my point of view, being in a good mood anytime and anywhere is the first thing for those who want to be happy. There is an old saying going like this, "happy is he who is content." I can't agree with it any more.
I still remember a story i was saw when I was a child. A millionaire tried every means to seek after pleasure but to feel unhappy. It's not unique, but has its counterpart that poor men to whose name not having a thing always feel happy. Why are they so different? The answer is that the rich is being thinking how he can gain more while the poor is satisfied with what he owns at hand-health, freedom, love and so on.
Furthermore, love makes great difference to happiness. If you have love in your heart, you will have happiness in your life. Love consists of two parts, one is to love others, and the other is to be loved by others. Lei Feng set a good example for all of us. He served the people wholeheartedly until the last minute of his life. He regarded serving the people as the happiest thing. There are numbers of similar inspirational stories to be found. In addition, being loved by others can also lead you to happiness. Courage from your parents when frustrated, care from your lover when ill, help from your friends when in trouble… all of these will make you the happiest person in the world.
The last but not least is to act happily. Putting on a happy face and thinking interesting things are helpful to trigger happy feelings.
Wile happiness is precious, it is easy to get.

谋杀记

我今天才知道，你们的爱情，埋葬在这里。
故事的引述，只是纯粹在说故事。
既然知道不是事实，又何必对号入座？
我心疼你的执着，你以为在争取，其实只是伤害你自己。
你在乎谁是前后，你执着，你是先出现的那一位。
前后，真的重要吗？
女人，经历了几段情感之后，刚刚出现在你开始懂得珍惜的时候的那一位，才是和你一起走的人。
出现得太早，不过是为了训练你在爱情和任性之间的拿捏。
没有贬义，只是，女人都是这样。
说穿了，不过是timing。
既然了解是timing，先出现，又会代表胜利吗？
还是你享受那种洋洋洒洒地说:"这个男人安定下来之前，是和我在一起的，只不过是我最后没有选择他。"
既然不是为了面子，既然不是因为怕输，那为什么纠缠前后？
我们常说，和我们在一起的人，往往不是我们最爱的人。
因为，最爱的人，总出现在前面。
总出现在我们终于知道爱不是完美之前。
总出现在我们发现自己做的事，只有也只需要为自己负责之前。
总出现在我们了解一切原来会来不及之前。
这样，你有比较开心吗？

2012 世界末日

你为什么不应该一个人去看2012
首先你会被人笑是独家村，事实上，你自己一个人去看任何电影都会得到这样的称呼。
二、这一部灾难片，影射人类本渺小。当戏里的孩子为爸爸拨最后一通电话道别时，你却发现你连看一场电影身边都没人，戏里戏外孤独倍增，我见犹怜。
三、如果你平时看电影哭，是因为想要身边的人知道你有多人性，多么需要保护的话，一个人看会浪费你的眼泪，因为你一定会哭。
四、三个小时的电影，如果途中想上洗手间，没人帮你顾包包。
五、电影结束后，你没有对象问：你相信吗？末日之说。

你为什么应该一个人去看2012
一、很难买票的一部电影。自己一个人去看就算买到位置不好的票也无所谓。
二、如果你买的位置是couple sit的，那你一个人去看可以享受两个人的宽敞空间（有人白目到不介意和陌生人坐在一起，买了你身边的票除外）。那么长的一部电影，你打直打横，睡着看也没人理你。
三、如果你一路以来的形象很坚强，有泪不轻弹，一个人看就可以让你尽情宣泄。
四、虽说剧情毫无冷场，可是如果经不起戏院冷气的诱惑和睡虫的打扰，间中睡着也不算尴尬。五、电影结束后，你不用回答别人：你觉得我们会在一起到末日吗？

最近

最近发生了很多事情。

只是我一直都没时间把自己的想法都post上来，因为我觉得我不想再继续讨论那些事情发生的原由了。这期间，我结束了一段感情、转换到了新的工作环境、积极扩展自己的生活圈子……为的只是要活出自我，做回自己。我真的不想再为任何人、事、物而影响自己的情绪了。因为，我不晓得我自己可以这样闷闷不乐地过日子到什么时候。
我用了很多方式来麻醉自己，好让自己在心理上好过一些。我选择了非常positive的方式来度过这些日子。这样并不代表我心里面完全没有为失去的感情感到难过和无奈。我只是觉得我没有必要强迫自己继续消沉下去而已。怎么了？想开一些，也有错吗？难道在自己难过的时候，也要看到对方一样难过心理上才可以得到平衡吗？
我逃避回答我身边朋友的追问……我对你我身边的朋友处处回避……因为我觉得我没有义务要到处告诉人家我对你的看法，和为何我们要选择离开的原因。我更讨厌听见别人在听见我们分开后，还故意落井下石地，还想掏一些有的没的事情出来搬弄是非！所以，我一直沉默不语。因为，我不想要我们讲多错多，然后搞到朋友也当不成了。
爱情世界里没有错与对，只有快乐与不快乐。
我不理会别人在这段时间的闲言闲语，因为我不在乎。
也许我们都不应该在失去之后不停埋怨对方拿走了我们生活中的什么，而是应该去感激和珍惜对方在那一段时间赋予我们些什么和教懂了我们些什么。
我们也许会发现，我们得到了很多很多……
我没有怨言,只有无声的感激。
如此而已。
其余的，对我来说都不重要了！

♥ SoO soO wedding night ♥

It was a awesome night tonight. I had went to my cousin Soo Soo wedding dinner at Red Rock Hotel just now. She's look damn pretty tonight. No wonder people said, "The woman most beautiful time is in marriage that day." Haha ~♥
I was reach there at 5 something. Don't get shock why i go there early,it's because i need to help them prepair things... When i reach my cousin still prepair her things at the room,so i regret that i no changes to take photo with her today. BUT I SWEAR !!! Tomorrow i will go her house at 7 a.m,i want take many many photo with her, cos i just have two cousin,one is she and onother already married,so i want to treasures this opportunity.

I was feel happy and some "pek cek".. Cos my two nephew.... wow wow wow.. I think they have excessively active sickness. Cos run here run there. Finnaly,they was knocked down the pillar was put the vase. Some more they stepping on soo soo wedding dress. OMG !! Because of them, we eating also busy,stand also cant relax. everymoment also feel nervous..

My sister was drunk today,cos drink too many Wine + Chivas. When at there she look like very gentreman,still can play and chat with us, but when her reach home....... I'm was no comment. Some more she was vomit at the car, HER NEW CAR, just bought it at monday.. So the consequence is get scold by my eldest sister. Haha ~♥

It's memory night,but i feel more tired. I must attending my 3cm make up powder and my 5cm boots whold night. Some more i need to run here run there. My leg are breaking after this dinner. But i feel is worth,cos i'm really happy tonight ^^

My eldest nephew,as she look mischievous?

My 2nd nephew.he is cute,but.....

It's tired...

The invitation and the dessert.

The dessert is good taste. I like it.

My cousin Soo Soo and her husband william

In the end,i hope that my cousin will happyiness, I wish them can grow old together and lives the expensive child early. William, must treat my cousin good and sayang her ya,if not you will know that. nyek nyek..

~14.11.2009~

Soo Soo wedding

♥ I LOVE THIS MEMORY DAY ♥

发霉...

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

: : : : : : : : : : 我在发霉中 : : : : : : : : : :

❤28.10.2009❤

My PRINCESS was back from johor.
I din't sleep whold night because too nervous.. haha..

That day we was went to Queensbay,after go relau 人民公园。。

We was took many photo there ..

It was a happy day...
YUHOO ^^v

Nichi. Me. Ling. Qv

My darling Nichi. He is my best best best friend.

My princess LING.

I'm hippo !!

I had nothing to do.

Our memory day.

❤ Friends Forever ❤

I LOVE THIS DAY !!!

28.10.2009

I will remember this day.

cos had many sweeet memory with my all dear friend.

I hope our friendship can grow up as long as we can.

C.H.E.E.R.S ^^

My Girl

1*. I like the girl who are mature in thinking and especially is she can understanding what i need. Some more, I don't like the girl who are just treat love as play play. That's why I like girl who are older than me and I HATE PLAY GIRL !!!

2. I like the girl that are always be seriosly..Cause I don't like to play also don't like to jokes. But of course, I don't like to serious all the time too. At least be serious while working and sometime when the time are really serios. For those that are always just try to play play.. Sorry if I offended you~

3. I don't love cartoons, but just specially ASTRO BOY is ONCE I LIKE. You can don't like,but don't STOP ME !! I like to collect everything of astro boy,i like to see every movie of him too !!

4*. I like the people who are obedient to their parents and also respect my parents. Cause people who respect to the members of an earlier genaration will always a good girl. I THINK..

5*. I don't like my girl will jelous of no reason. If you jelous i contact with my Ex,i can accepst. BUT just especially one you cannot STOP ME !! I think you know who i'm saying..

6. I don't like shopping! BUT i can accompany you to shop for whole day. But better don't ask me do your mate,thx~

7*. And some more importand, don't jelous when i'm treat my friend too good or too care my friend. Expecially is RAEANN,cos i really just treat her as my real sister,so please don't try to changes my mind,cos you just will dissapointed..

8*. I hate lies! Cause trust is the most important issue in LOVE. And i was had a S**K ex are bluff me 6 years,so I HATE LIER !!

9. I like the girl who are intelligient and confidence! Don't you feel "she" has glamour??

10. Actually.. That's just easy If you want to know who are the 100% in my heart. You just only want to know that who was my S**K Ex. She is the kind of girl that I PREFER. But love is an uncontrolable things. All of those will be only doesn't matter if you can make me fall on you like crazy !! Cos She will out of my live FOREVER !!

So..actually all of above are bullshit !! (but except that which i have * )
♥ ONCE I LIKE, I LIKE EVERYTHINGS OF HER ♥

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

::::::::I Really Miss You::::::::

爱自己

我好像有比较好了

之前的迷失，

忘了目标

忘了自己

把别人当标准

盲目

原来真的会让人抓狂

勉强把自己塞入别人的框框

不受伤

都可能残废

应该理直气壮

我就是我

·······疼爱自己·······

·········比获得认同重要·········

认

对不起

我无意让你受伤

我无意在我们之间

拉扯你

我无意对你沉默的呼吸

不闻不问

我这样

是因为我只能这样

你也知道

珍惜你

是无论如何的

事情的发生

自私是我唯一的出路

原谅我对于面面俱圆

无能为力

我已经用尽所有的力气

去磨平任何可能出现在我们之间的棱角

你说我聪明

并不全然

聪明的人

会为自己先盘算

以最小的努力

获得最大的回报

所以

你比较聪明

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Katch are death on today

18th Oct 2009

no feeling

no pain

I'M DEATH

FUCKER

WHY WHY WHY

Many FUCKER are around surroundings me

I really feel very very dissapointed about it

why this world become so terror

even you treat someone as best friend

even you trust her

EVEN YOU TREAT HER GOOD

BUT SHE JUST TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT

AND BETRAYING YOU

SHE JUST USING YOUR TRUST

TO DOING SOMETHING FAKE TO YOU

start from now

I WON'T TRUST ANYONE

NO TRUST WORLD IN MY WORD ANYMORE

I can do it

I think

this time i really saying the true

but

why i will had a feel

the feel let me confuse

let me contraction

SCARE

yes

this feelling call SCARE

not your wrong

also not your problem

maybe it's just because i had a

ROTTEN,BAD,TERROR and SAD memory before.

so make me scare all

even i know u better than her

what should i do?

i'm scary that u cant wait

i also scary that u will get hurt

i'm scare many many things about you

but also can't do anything

maybe

just let's the time solve all the problem

it will be better

just make it easy

I CAN DO IT !!!

Hesitation

Again

Again

and again

The sound at beside me

HESITATION

CONSIDERATION

Suddenly remind me alot of things

HAPPY

MOODY

HAPPYNESS

SAD

My mood this few day are fallow your every action and every movement

Suddently good

Suddently bad

same as ROJAK

what can i do?

who can tell me?

who can teach me?

WHO CAN HELP ME?

Moody

Start to thinking give up

Even i already conform the feel

but i also can't do anything now

LONELY

HURT

SAD

MOODY

All the feel suddently appearance

I'm gone

I'm just one's own wishful thinking

maybe you never feel me untill now

but

I'm really EARNEST this time

I'm really GOT FEELING this time

I'm really SAD this time

''I NEED YOU''

''I REALLY NEED YOU''

Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

梦

昨晚梦见了你。
一个梦。
提醒我很多很多的过去。
梦里的你才是我真正爱的你。
那个时候的你，
是我最爱时的你。
也是你最天真无邪，
最没有心机的时候。
但现在的你。。。。。
一直以来，
我都选择逃避。
或许这样我会感觉比较平衡。
也比较好过。
但昨晚的一场梦狠狠的提醒了我。
所有承载的回忆。
像洪水猛兽般侵袭。
泪水惩罚自己，
脑袋轰轰作响。
四处黑暗了起来，
看不见自己，
所有问题突然没有答案，
前面会不会踏空？
天使悄悄在角落呢喃说，
那是过去了。
他怕惊醒了那只叫后悔的魔鬼。

眼泪笑了

比想象中更痛

你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走

都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着

找回光和热
面对你的时候

我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折
是美的
心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候

我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你
深深的

一厢情愿

生气什么？

问自己。

为什么要生气？

我要答案。

到底有什么资格去生气？

心里有五百个问号。

发泄。

处女座的人就是这样。

不管星座是不是我耍恨的借口。

现在的我。

就像一堆泥。

软弱而深陷。

一厢情愿，

多美丽的说法。

心里有难过冰箱。

难过会在那里被保鲜，

久久挥不去。

也许我真的不该花太多时间在冰箱里。

解冻自己，

就能随着空气蒸发。

解释没有用，

要因为一口气而坚强。

立场这回事，

本来就没有立场。

公平这回事，

本来在这世上就不存在。

累了。

隐藏

兜兜转转。
不知不觉又回到了原地。
对着镜子里面的自己在自言自语。
其实我已经不懂自己在说什么。
回过神。
看到镜子里的那个人在流泪。
崩溃。
到底发生了什么事？
我不清楚。
可以比较争气吗？
那个叫自己的人。
可以给我滚出来吗？
那个久违的笑容。
如果我后悔下了车，
你可以让我再次上车吗？
不行的话，
可以哭吗？

Awoke

Tidies up the room.

The mood is very chaotic

does not tidy up.

Many truths.

Struggling.

One day of one day.

tired.

Paralysis.

Did not think that who dislikes who.

Vicissitude.

Said sorry.

Is exposed to the sun by the sun awakes.

Starts to understand

the smile important.

Starts to understand

own important.

Start to know.

who is the winner.

My anything is not

Only remembers the body

I have forgotten the soul

Only remembers the form

I have forgotten the idea

Only remembers earnestly

I have forgotten the precipitation

Only remembers gets hold

I have forgotten the breath

Only remembers climbs up

I have forgotten the scenery

Only remembers sad

I have forgotten the sob

Only remembers the proof

I forgot to enjoy

Only remembers others

I have forgotten the smile

Only remembers the anticipation

I forgot to turn head

Only remembers the request

I forgot to treasure

Only remembers proceeds

I have forgotten MYSELF

对号入座

最近一直在提醒自己，不要这样对号入座。

或许是我自己想太多，事情并没有自己想得那么复杂。

也或许应该这样说，尽然决定了就不要再去像这样多。

我仿佛看见云层后面，神在捂嘴嘲笑：你一定会后悔的！

没错，那把的确是曾经在我大脑耳语的声音，

可是，对不起，声音动摇不了我，因为大脑主宰理智。

而我在乎的是感觉。

你可以说，我是由情绪砌成的怪物。

感觉好，我可以去越野赛跑跑到腿断掉；

感觉不好，一片灰尘可以让我把一个衣橱丢掉。

就这样。

或许我应该为自己这一次的勇敢而给自己最好的一个掌声。

干脆把手也拍断好了。

以前我很执著。

接受不了原来现实就是这样。

谁可以相信，原来相信就是错误？

努力说服自己不去在乎即将要割舍的。

只是，喉咙一直都哽着。

价值放在天秤上，原来任何事情都比以前发生的一切来得重要。

但现在不一样了。

因为我终于知道，

我们的爱情埋葬在哪里。

既然知道不是事实，又何必对号入座？

我心疼你的执着，你以为在争取，其实只是伤害你自己。

我们常说，和我们在一起的人，往往不是我们最爱的人。

因为，最爱的人，总出现在前面。

总出现在我们终于知道爱不是完美之前。

总出现在我们发现自己做的事，只有也只需要为自己负责之前。

总出现在我们了解一切原来会来不及之前。

这样安慰自己，

会比较开心吗？

回想过去

一些年后，再次听到这首歌的感觉，和当初的震撼已经截然不同。收敛了，转淡了。像酒一样，久了，就醇了。时间让我们成长，经历过失望过，就不会再期待。虽然如此，你总是会希望生命中能够再次遇上谁。 也许就在那一间以前你们都很爱去的餐厅，你会选择坐在那个属于你们的角落，虽然现在只剩你一个人，你还是会点他爱吃的菜。你们初次相遇的场合，身边出现的朋友还是一样热闹，但是你的心情，现在这一刻，比任何时候都还要平静。 期待遇见，但却没有想过，真正遇见的那一刻。 你们眼神对望。拥抱吗？还是礼貌地握握手，还是……点头笑笑就好？会不会已经带着孩子了呢？那么久了，应该有了认定的伴侣了吧！无名指有带着戒指吗？你们分手时承诺过结婚一定要让对方知道，他应该不会忘了吧！没有了你之后，他的工作，他的生活过得好不好，一切一切，你都想了解知道。 其实你心里明白，一切根本不可能重来，为什么要在意这些？ 分开那一刻的情景，好像昨天才刚发生。你记得当他说出那一个决定时，时间仿佛就停止在那一刻。突然间，你什么都听不到，只感觉到自己的心跳。他的抱歉是最残忍的宣判，斩断了所有的牵连。 你不哭，哭就代表接受了一切。为什么要接受？一路走来的经营和承诺，为什么要化为乌有？你不明白。他从诉说到苦苦哀求，你不肯承认，他唯有转身离开。 疗伤的那一段期间，你告诉自己，只要能熬过去，一切就会变得很好。你说，很快你就会找到新对象，发现原来自己和他那一段，也是不过如此而已。 终于，就在遇见他那一刻，你发现自己已经走过来了。你很骄傲，因为你不再卑微，已经勇敢选择自己要的。虽然内心深处，还有那么一点点的在乎。 回想过去，即使是泪水也是甜蜜。既然遗憾那么美丽，为什么你还害怕失去？