My Girl

1*. I like the girl who are mature in thinking and especially is she can understanding what i need. Some more, I don't like the girl who are just treat love as play play. That's why I like girl who are older than me and I HATE PLAY GIRL !!!

2. I like the girl that are always be seriosly..Cause I don't like to play also don't like to jokes. But of course, I don't like to serious all the time too. At least be serious while working and sometime when the time are really serios. For those that are always just try to play play.. Sorry if I offended you~

3. I don't love cartoons, but just specially ASTRO BOY is ONCE I LIKE. You can don't like,but don't STOP ME !! I like to collect everything of astro boy,i like to see every movie of him too !!

4*. I like the people who are obedient to their parents and also respect my parents. Cause people who respect to the members of an earlier genaration will always a good girl. I THINK..

5*. I don't like my girl will jelous of no reason. If you jelous i contact with my Ex,i can accepst. BUT just especially one you cannot STOP ME !! I think you know who i'm saying..

6. I don't like shopping! BUT i can accompany you to shop for whole day. But better don't ask me do your mate,thx~

7*. And some more importand, don't jelous when i'm treat my friend too good or too care my friend. Expecially is RAEANN,cos i really just treat her as my real sister,so please don't try to changes my mind,cos you just will dissapointed..

8*. I hate lies! Cause trust is the most important issue in LOVE. And i was had a S**K ex are bluff me 6 years,so I HATE LIER !!

9. I like the girl who are intelligient and confidence! Don't you feel "she" has glamour??

10. Actually.. That's just easy If you want to know who are the 100% in my heart. You just only want to know that who was my S**K Ex. She is the kind of girl that I PREFER. But love is an uncontrolable things. All of those will be only doesn't matter if you can make me fall on you like crazy !! Cos She will out of my live FOREVER !!

So..actually all of above are bullshit !! (but except that which i have * )
♥ ONCE I LIKE, I LIKE EVERYTHINGS OF HER ♥

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

::::::::I Really Miss You::::::::

爱自己

我好像有比较好了

之前的迷失，

忘了目标

忘了自己

把别人当标准

盲目

原来真的会让人抓狂

勉强把自己塞入别人的框框

不受伤

都可能残废

应该理直气壮

我就是我

·······疼爱自己·······

·········比获得认同重要·········

认

对不起

我无意让你受伤

我无意在我们之间

拉扯你

我无意对你沉默的呼吸

不闻不问

我这样

是因为我只能这样

你也知道

珍惜你

是无论如何的

事情的发生

自私是我唯一的出路

原谅我对于面面俱圆

无能为力

我已经用尽所有的力气

去磨平任何可能出现在我们之间的棱角

你说我聪明

并不全然

聪明的人

会为自己先盘算

以最小的努力

获得最大的回报

所以

你比较聪明

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Death

Katch are death on today

18th Oct 2009

no feeling

no pain

I'M DEATH

FUCKER

WHY WHY WHY

Many FUCKER are around surroundings me

I really feel very very dissapointed about it

why this world become so terror

even you treat someone as best friend

even you trust her

EVEN YOU TREAT HER GOOD

BUT SHE JUST TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT

AND BETRAYING YOU

SHE JUST USING YOUR TRUST

TO DOING SOMETHING FAKE TO YOU

start from now

I WON'T TRUST ANYONE

NO TRUST WORLD IN MY WORD ANYMORE

I can do it

I think

this time i really saying the true

but

why i will had a feel

the feel let me confuse

let me contraction

SCARE

yes

this feelling call SCARE

not your wrong

also not your problem

maybe it's just because i had a

ROTTEN,BAD,TERROR and SAD memory before.

so make me scare all

even i know u better than her

what should i do?

i'm scary that u cant wait

i also scary that u will get hurt

i'm scare many many things about you

but also can't do anything

maybe

just let's the time solve all the problem

it will be better

just make it easy

I CAN DO IT !!!

Hesitation

Again

Again

and again

The sound at beside me

HESITATION

CONSIDERATION

Suddenly remind me alot of things

HAPPY

MOODY

HAPPYNESS

SAD

My mood this few day are fallow your every action and every movement

Suddently good

Suddently bad

same as ROJAK

what can i do?

who can tell me?

who can teach me?

WHO CAN HELP ME?

Moody

Start to thinking give up

Even i already conform the feel

but i also can't do anything now

LONELY

HURT

SAD

MOODY

All the feel suddently appearance

I'm gone

I'm just one's own wishful thinking

maybe you never feel me untill now

but

I'm really EARNEST this time

I'm really GOT FEELING this time

I'm really SAD this time

''I NEED YOU''

''I REALLY NEED YOU''

Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

I'm Tired

梦

昨晚梦见了你。
一个梦。
提醒我很多很多的过去。
梦里的你才是我真正爱的你。
那个时候的你，
是我最爱时的你。
也是你最天真无邪，
最没有心机的时候。
但现在的你。。。。。
一直以来，
我都选择逃避。
或许这样我会感觉比较平衡。
也比较好过。
但昨晚的一场梦狠狠的提醒了我。
所有承载的回忆。
像洪水猛兽般侵袭。
泪水惩罚自己，
脑袋轰轰作响。
四处黑暗了起来，
看不见自己，
所有问题突然没有答案，
前面会不会踏空？
天使悄悄在角落呢喃说，
那是过去了。
他怕惊醒了那只叫后悔的魔鬼。

眼泪笑了

比想象中更痛

你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走

都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着

找回光和热
面对你的时候

我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折
是美的
心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候

我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你
深深的

一厢情愿

生气什么？

问自己。

为什么要生气？

我要答案。

到底有什么资格去生气？

心里有五百个问号。

发泄。

处女座的人就是这样。

不管星座是不是我耍恨的借口。

现在的我。

就像一堆泥。

软弱而深陷。

一厢情愿，

多美丽的说法。

心里有难过冰箱。

难过会在那里被保鲜，

久久挥不去。

也许我真的不该花太多时间在冰箱里。

解冻自己，

就能随着空气蒸发。

解释没有用，

要因为一口气而坚强。

立场这回事，

本来就没有立场。

公平这回事，

本来在这世上就不存在。

累了。

隐藏

兜兜转转。
不知不觉又回到了原地。
对着镜子里面的自己在自言自语。
其实我已经不懂自己在说什么。
回过神。
看到镜子里的那个人在流泪。
崩溃。
到底发生了什么事？
我不清楚。
可以比较争气吗？
那个叫自己的人。
可以给我滚出来吗？
那个久违的笑容。
如果我后悔下了车，
你可以让我再次上车吗？
不行的话，
可以哭吗？