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我的她 ♥

2011-11-21T11:36:00.007+08:00

谢谢你比任何人更这样疼我.
谢谢你这样不求回报地这样爱我.
谢谢你这样无微不至的照顾我.
谢谢你对我如此的温柔体贴.
谢谢你每次都会很有耐性而且毫无抱怨的等我.
谢谢你不管我脾气有多坏你都会一次又一次的包容和体谅我.
谢谢你每次吵架不管是谁的错你都会一直哄回我.
谢谢你不管在任何时候你都会紧紧牵着我的手,好像想要让全世界知道我是你的.
谢谢你让我发现原来真的可以没有理由地爱上一个人.
谢谢你让我终于明白,打从心底的爱一个人,会爱到连自己都控制不了.
谢谢你让我学会如果真的爱一个人,你会希望他一切都好.
谢谢你每次我生气你或是误会你时.你都会急到连短信都发不好.让我觉得我的存在是有价值的.
谢谢你让我更懂得希望你吃得饱,也希望你时时刻刻开心,更希望你健康不要生病.
谢谢你教会我爱一个人会希望他不会难过,更不会因为自己伤心或是失望.
谢谢你让我心甘情愿做错的人是他,受伤的是自己.
谢谢你不管发生什么事你都会对我不离不弃.
谢谢你每天晚上温暖地陪伴,覆盖我的情绪,不曾离开.
谢谢你每次心情不好的时候你会在旁边默默陪着我.
谢谢你从来没有抱怨我对你不够好.
谢谢你对我的信任,让我无忧无虑闯荡.
谢谢你的出现,让我看见距离的天长地久.
谢谢你对我的溺爱,让我相信,爱还存在.
谢谢你让我学会爱就要每分每秒都去珍惜.
谢谢你让我很确定我们在一起是正确的。
谢谢你让我们之间没有任何的隐瞒和欺骗.
谢谢你虽然我们在一起快要半年了,但我们还是有一大堆聊不完的话题.
谢谢你一直默默地为我付出,即使痛苦也心甘情愿.
谢谢你有时虽然我会无理取闹,但不管我做了几多很过分的事你都会依然不会怪我也不会生气.
谢谢你每次我们吵架时我都会说很多很难听的气话,但你即使心碎也无怨无悔.
谢谢你真的让我想用世界上最美的语言来表达我对你的爱,让你成为世界上最幸福的人.
谢谢你让我更想要一起为了我们的未来努力.
谢谢你不管几累都好只要我一声肚子饿你就会马上爬起来去煮东西给我吃.
谢谢你每次当我累了你就会把我抱在你怀里轻声地哄着我安慰着我.
谢谢你让我尝到我一直梦寐以求的快乐和幸福.
我们的爱很简单,但却很幸福很快乐.
我已经认定你是我要用我下半辈子来好好疼你爱你的另一半,任何人也取代不了你在我心中的位置.
现在是,以后也是.
♥ 老婆. 我是真的很爱很爱很爱很爱很爱很爱你. ♥

2011-05-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

爱

最近心情真的很好.好到可以吃下十碗饭.

已经两年多快要三年没有爱的滋润.

现在,我找到了,如果没有意外,那就是她了.

你给我的感觉真的很特别,也很意外.

多久了,没有人可以融化我的冰山,

但只有你,让我再次相信"爱情"

我庆幸，你的信任，让我无忧无虑闯荡.

我庆幸，被单的能耐，让我现在依然感受你的体温.

我庆幸，你对我的溺爱，让我相信，爱还存在.

我庆幸，你的出现，让我看见距离的天长地久.

我庆幸，你每天晚上温暖地陪伴，覆盖我的情绪，不曾离开.

2011-05-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

我的秘密

最近一直很好心情,不知道什么原因.
我现在这一种心情,我想要唱给你听.
看着窗外的小星星,心里想着我的秘密.
算不算爱我不太确定,我只知道我在想你.
我们之间的距离好像忽远又忽近,
你明明不在我身边我却觉得很亲.
有一种感觉我想说明,
我心里的秘密,是你给的甜蜜.
我们之间的距离好像一点点靠近,
是不是你对我也有一种特殊感情?
我犹豫要不要告诉你,
我心里的秘密,是我好像喜欢了你.
夜里陪着我的声音,就算沙了也动听.　
这一种累了的声音,是最温柔的证明.
你是我,你是我的秘密.
我一直偷偷想着你.
你是我心里的秘密.
这模糊的关系,是莫明的美丽.
我们之间的距离好像忽远又忽近,
你明明不在我身边我却觉得很亲.
这一刻我真的想说明,
我心里的秘密,是你给的甜蜜.
我们之间的距离每天一点点靠近,
这是种别人无法理解的特殊感情.
我要让全世界都清晰,
我心里的秘密,是我会一直深爱着你.

深爱着你.

失意人的敏感

2010-09-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

失意人的人缘会很差，不是他们会得罪人，而是容易被得罪。

失意的人，什么都看成负面，容易误会别人的意思。

例如：

有人联系他，他觉得别人是有求而来，只想利用他，并非当他是朋友。

你对他好，他觉得你可怜他同情他；你拒绝了他的要求，他又觉得你落井下石。

你赞美他,他觉得你是为了某些利益而讨好他；你批评他，那就糟糕了，他觉得你针对他或妒嫉他。

你问候他，他觉得你打听他隐私；好的。你什么都不问了，他又觉得你不关心他。

你闲闲说一句，他认为你语带骨头，存心讽刺他；被他疏远的朋友也不知道自己做错了什么；你不说话，他又怪你令气氛尴尬。

你与他分享开心事，他觉得你在炫耀，在他伤口上洒盐；你找他诉苦，他又抱怨你只喜欢讲自己。

他只会牢牢记住什么人得罪过他，八百年前的事也可以拿出来讲，可是又忘记那些对他好的人。

他会突然多了很多仇人，这个对不起他，那个又对不起他，全世界都欠了他。

他的朋友会越来越少，因为与他在一起每天都提心吊胆，人人都害怕说错话，压力很大。

看，这种人想法真的很恐怖吧。。。

本人只是一时感触想写篇文章，希望不会得罪那些失意的人，也希望不要对号入座。

自己打理身后事

2010-09-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

不懂从何时何月何日开始，这世界的人把生命看得很廉价。意外身亡，被人追杀，自杀等等。。。说走就走，真的毫无事前预兆。意外或许没话说，但杀人变得好像家常便饭。报纸新闻头条每天播，每天都会有人被杀。“杀杀杀杀杀杀杀杀”就好像cd player卡到一样杀个不停，太恐怖了。。。
最近一位同学的离开提醒了我，意外死亡真的很可怕的。无端端发生意外，连或许收在心里想说很久的话也从此再也没机会说，真的很辛苦的。自己一个人想着想着，越想越怕。我又是个平常都不喜欢把自己想法表达出来的人，或许我有一堆和我很要好的朋友，但对于我的事，他们却一无所知。时常出去聚会，但每次都是嘻嘻哈哈坐着吃东西喝茶聊天，想想我真的从来没有表达出我的想法，也许朋友也知道我是怎样的人，所以从来没有半个会开口问我到底在想什么，悲哀！
所以我还是写篇文章，touch wood 说一句，免得有天真的发生什么意外的话，那我收在心里的肺腑之言才不会令我抱憾终身。而且身后事，最好也自己写好。因为我最怕家人在六神无主的时候任由殡仪馆的人去打理。请一大堆道士，铃铃隆隆的吵到震天。还弄了个大盆，烧一大堆金银白纸，拉着未亡人在盆外兜兜转转，转得未亡人昏天暗地。哀哉！
葬礼，越简单越好。首先我必须说的是，我很怕棺材的。尤其是中国传统式的那种，电影里面总有僵尸从里面跳出来的。要我躺下去，不可能。土葬？不要。埋在土地下，始终会被虫蛀爬满全身，想到就会睡不下。还是火化干净点。又环保。如果家人允许，更好的是把我的骨灰撒到海里，我是一个不喜欢受束缚的人，这种自由自在的感觉我最喜欢不过。
而肺腑之言，给家人和好朋友的，或许会考虑写封信收着。因为本人实在没办法在大庭广众说出来，真的很不好意思。哈哈。。。
自己打理身后事，原来没有想象中那么复杂。

天使....走了

2010-09-13T23:43:00.004+08:00

这几天反复翻着你的照片，心情也崩溃了好几篇....

九月九日，凌晨四点，你离开了…
化作了天使，走了…
天使是纯洁的，天使是善良的，天使会有着温柔的声音，有着甜美的笑容…..
这一切你都符合了….
有些事情发生了就真的再也会不了头….你的离开真的提醒了我们很多东西..
记得送你最后一程的那天，黄妈妈派了红包后告诉我们一句话：“以后驾车记得要小心…”
很简单的一句话，但眼泪却不知觉的掉了下来….
这句话很心酸….
发生了这样的悲剧，我们个个都快崩溃了，反而是妈妈很坚强反过来安慰我们…..
有谁会想到，一个这样善良的人的结局会是如此悲惨…
有谁会想到，我们那班中五毕业生竟然会是在这样的情况下聚会…..
有谁会想到，当初抱着兴奋的心情所拍的毕业照，竟然会是伴着你火化的那张照片….
有谁会想到，你会是最早离开我们的那一位……
你的离开提醒了我们很多东西…我们学会了更珍惜身边的一切…
看透了，人如果注定要离开，真的只是一瞬间…

黄靖婷…
你听着…

天使的责任是守护着爱你的人...在那里记得要当个开开心心的天使...

你那甜美的笑，会永远永远留在我们的心里.....

安息.......

日记

2010-05-31T22:28:00.001+08:00

日记很老了。
原来，它比我还要了解我自己。
说不出的心情，一笔一划地勾勒出来，就成形了。
伤心的，我硬塞给它，交给它流泪，一走了之，忘得一干二净。
开心的，我当然会自私地留给自己，只分给它一点点。
结果它不快乐了，开始计划着报复的行动。
让我不经意翻开了过去，重新体会所有它替我保管很久的遗憾。
提醒我很多很多的过去，所有承载回忆的文字，让我回想起所有过去。。
过了一年了。。。
或许真的该看开点了。。
好的爱情是你通过一个人看到整个世界，坏的爱情是你为了一个人舍弃世界。而我也自认，这一段，并不是好的爱情。
原来爱情的世界很大，大到可以装下一百种委屈；原来爱情的世界很小，小到三个人就挤到窒息；原来爱情的世界很大，塞了多少幸福还是有空隙；原来爱情的世界很小，被一脚踩过就变成废墟。
如果真的爱，又何必多问？问得太多，只怕就不爱了。成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。幸福的关键不在与找到一个完美的人，而在找到任何一个人，然后和他一起努力建立一个完美的关系。
最近因为迷上锺嘉欣而看回《家好月圆》。
朋友说，凌B、管家仔、于素秋的感情戏，是厕所位。
我倒觉得很真实。
相守七年的女友，是感情，是恩情。直到遇到瞬间电光石火的那一位……
谁不会害怕自己冲昏了头？谁敢确定这场赌注？
结果，凌B一走了之，眼不见为净，以婚姻了断所有伏线。
于素秋对管家仔说气话：我会等七年，等他们离婚！
女人伤心之极，破坏力不可以小看。
谁可以回答……
这选择，对不对？
如果你问换成是我我会恨不恨，回答不恨，又觉得对不起自己，说恨，又觉得没风度。
爱情，终究还是会有犹豫的空间。
人生之谈一次恋爱是最好的，经历得太多了，会麻木；分离多了，会习惯；换恋爱多了，会比较；到最后，你不会再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会行尸走肉；你会与你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子。

自己

2010-05-29T21:26:00.001+08:00

我来告诉你，活在自己世界里面的人，在想什么。
首先，他有属于自己的衡量标准和价值观，他是一个很坚持自己原则的人。
别人很难说服他。
也许活在自己的世界，是个比较不好的讲法，中肯一点，就是…他有自己的想法。
他不会和别人比较，因为标准不在别人身上，就算别人再差，自己是相对的好，可是他不要“相对”。
他很累，因为满足不到自己。
两面的，如果他是标准低，就不会累，会很快乐。
可是这类型人，通常都会折腾自己。
这类型人，通常也是很自私的人。
因为不听别人说，所以也不认错。
连带的，他也很会为自己找理由。
所以为什么，只活在自己的世界。
他不需要安慰，嗯，是没有人有能力安慰他。
他不会激动，只要自己舒服，就好。
他觉得很多事没有必要做，尤其，不关自己的事。
他幸福吗？

过去

2010-05-29T01:26:00.005+08:00

很久没静静坐下来，认认真真的写一篇日记。
今晚天气很凉。常在心在吹着Vincent。
心还在想着那些一罗罗最近突然发生的事。
我心里面的牵挂什么时候能够解决。
凉风，剧情，无助，键盘，my love will get you home混成一团。
最近发生了很多事，我很不想再去提。
不是我选择逃避，而是在短短的几天里我想通了很多东西也看通了很多东西。
或许有些事情是真的该任命的。
突然想起前几天晨跑时，有个素未谋面的伯伯对我说：没有人群聚集的地方，最好不要过去。因为最近那里发生很多抢劫案。
人与人，不需要认识，也会联系关心。认识了，反而猜疑，保持距离。我可以不曾认识你吗？
其实原来社会不是我看得那么简单，我太低估这个社会了。
不过也好，我借此机会进一步认识社会的恐怖。
很多人说，生活不需要太复杂，最重要是知足就好,简简单单就是幸福。
简简单单。。。
这四个字说就真的很容易，但试问有多少个人真的可以真的没有烦恼简简单单的过一生？
最近我疯狂迷上锺嘉欣，所以我找了一大堆她以前演过的所有连续剧和电影来看。
令我影响最深刻的一部戏，是她和马浚伟演的《金石良缘》。。
锺嘉欣在那部戏里所演的是自小丧母性格反叛的飞女。
她为人硬颈，牙尖嘴利，凡事不肯轻言让步。对人戒心极重，自我保护意识浓厚，深信世上唯一能信任的人就只有自己。
还有，喝酒抽烟摇头，这些统统很糟的生活都是她生活乐趣。
在她这个角色里我仿佛看见了一个很熟系的影子。。
但还好她本性并不坏，到最后她还是挥别过去，努力做回一个有用的人。
我很欣赏她的毅力。也很记得那部戏里的一句话。。
一个人有错的过去不是错的，错是错在她在适当的时候还不会醒来。
对这句话我真的很深刻。我会牢牢记住。。。
面对错的过去，不要怕。
遇见不好的事，不要怕。
遇见太好的事，不要怕。
你是害怕事情，还是害怕自己？
要分清楚比较好。

梦想

2010-04-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

结束了，四天的疲累。
突然间领悟了一些事情。
梦想也许并不纯粹。
梦想也许是只獠牙猛兽。
要冒着危险摸摸它的头，它才会是你的宠物。
梦想也许是大卖场独家赠送的限量版小熊。
要拥有它，需要收集很多点数，甚至买一大堆有的没的附属品。
梦想也许是一杯浓度100的咖啡。
尝一尝它，就会夺走你所有的睡眠。
梦想也许是一片电脑晶片。
一旦占有，你就会变成机械人。
变成忘记自己是谁的机械人。
现在，只想好好用这三天来休息。
三天后再次向前出发。
冲啊！

Happy Chinese New Years

2010-02-08T01:55:00.002+08:00

Chinese new years is comind soon

ARE YOU READY??

Oh yeah~

I'm ready !!

Wuhoo~

Finish buy my cloth,my paints,my underwear(Errhemmm),my shoes..........

All i already done.

and i cut and dye my hair too. Yuhoo~

It's waiting new years coming soon now.

Well...

Today i just want to make a conclusion about before chinese new years.

Erm....

My years at 2009...

It's a suck years..

I have learn many things in this years,no matter is about love,frienship or family..

I do learn how i need to do in my latter half of life..

So...

hope i really can do it..

~HOORAY~

and recently.....

i found that.....

Who is the most i love in this word.

I hope i really feeling in wrong,but...

It's okay..

If you feeling happy,then i will be happy also.

I won't striving for what or ask you to come back again.

Cos that i need now is just to be alone..

Cos i feel that single life is more suit me,although i know i still love you..

I just hope to be your best friend like now..

Cos this will let me feel more comfortable..

Well..

Don't worry..I will be nothing ^^~

And i will changes my new job after chinese new years..

To be a photographer.

I will go to KL learn it..

All my friend......

Will you all miss me??

Hmmm...

Haha.

Erm....

Somemore,I found that who is most importand for me in my live.

Yes...

Is my family...

No matter how I degenerate..

They still beside me love me and care me..

I feel satisfied of my life because of my family..

Thanks ya my lovely mammy and daddy~

I will love you two and sayang you two also..^^~

So...

The conclusion.....

:::::: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS ::::::

♥ ~ Cassandra ~ ♥

2010-01-31T20:55:00.003+08:00

我上瘾般地爱上了你

你的笑容谋杀了我

你的眼神足够以让我窒息

这种感觉真的不好

像敲到头一样

猛问自己醒了没有

从头到脚趾

没有一部份是对劲的
虽然是开心的

心里的感觉揪成一团

不要想

打架起来了

隆重的为大家介绍一位本人最近发觉到的美美美美美女

瞪瞪瞪瞪~

CASSANDRA

这个女的夺走了我的灵魂

有那位好心人士可以帮帮忙吗

帮忙把我的灵魂叫回来一下

谢谢

For All My Baby ~ ♥ (1)

2010-01-15T01:42:00.011+08:00

The first... Sure is you, Don't worry.. Haha

My dearest sister Raeann ooi hooi ean
Erm.. She is the girl who are overbearing. If she say one,then no one dare to say two. But she is very friendly and she treat her friends really good. Just maybe sometimes the way she talk is straight,so some ppl will miss understand she. And somemore. She is the one i most sayang in this word. I already treat her as my real sister. Who treat her bad means treat me bad. Yang,hehehe.... Must treat she as good as you can ar.. I trust you can do it !!

The second... My Darling Teoh Choon Ghee. look here.

Erm... The first,i want to complain that.. She is the kind of ppl that if she fall in love then she will never find you anymore !!!! Arghhh... Haha. But she treat me very good also lar.. and help me many things before. thanks ya my darling.. ^^ She is a good ppl in love also.but dunno why the god always unfair,cos everytime the ppl she meet also will hurt her.. Haiz.. Pity my darling. Try your best to control your self next time okay?? Don't everytime also bring me worry lar... Haha.

The third... My Girl Chloe Leong. You are the most pretty in my heart.

My Girl ~ ♥ She is the girl who only can make me drive my self going crazy loving her. Because of she,i changed much. Because of she I do learn who is the girl i need to pay. A how static love person also because of she I do learn. She is a cute girl. I love she,because she know what i really want. She is the type of girl that i only prefer. Miss her much much much and much now ~ ♥ Hmmm... Dear~ where are you wor.......

New life

2010-01-07T16:08:00.003+08:00

I WANT NEW LIFE !!!
Now that it's all said and done. I can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down,like an old abandoned house. Did you know the feeling when i catch you are bluffing? That just leave me cold and out of breath. I suddently fell too far and was in way too deep. Cos I let you get the best beautiful rumor for me....
It never crossed my mind at all... That's what i tell myself. What we had has come and gone now. You're better off with someone else. It's for the best,i know it is. But when i see you.. Sometime i try to hide what i feel inside. I just turn around, you already with him now...
I JUST CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT !!!
Well, I'm not never saw it coming. But I think I should've started running. I regret that I never thought I'd doubt you. Now I'm slowly getting closure and I guess this time it's really over. But I happy that I'm finally getting better. And now I start to picking up the pieces. I already spending all of this years. Now i really need to putting my heart back together. The day I thought I'd never get through...
I GOT OVER YOU !!!
I WANT TO MOVE ON NOW !!!
I WANT NEW LIFE ~

If you want me to stay ~ ♥

2010-01-05T20:24:00.003+08:00

Got my bags at the door

I'm getting ready to leave

I can tell there's something

You wanna say to me

Baby speak your mind

Cos you're wasting time

It's a quarter to nine

And my car is on the way

You say you wasn't ready for this

So i'm out the door

Or did something in your mind change

If you want me to stay
If you want me to stay
Say you want me to stay
Baby stop playing around with me

There ain't no time to play

If you want me to stay

Baby you got to show me

Your eyes and your mouth are saying two different things

You need to figure it out

I'm tired of waiting

Being indecisive it goes with a price

And now your time is almost gone

I'm hearing go on and leave

You don't care about me

But your eyes are saying

You want me home

If you want me to stay

Say you want me to stay

Baby stop playing around with me

There ain't no time to play

If you want me to stay

Baby you got to show me ~ ♥

I Love Maxis ~♥

2009-12-21T22:27:00.005+08:00

"Free maxis broadband for two month now,if you is maxis user then you can try it."
Everyday everyday i need to said this santences again again and again. TIRED !!!
But i like it !!!
I love Maxis. ~♥
I love the staff. ~♥
I love the supervisor. ~♥
I love all of that !!! ~♥
I have a supervisor,name's Suhal. She is nice,always help we solve all the problem we has been met.Somemore..She is my member. Haha. are you all understand what i'm saying? That means "she" is same style with me. ^^~
I have a colleague,name's Ranson. He is sexual harasser !!! Because he likes look at the woman who's around him. Even if is the old woman he does not let off. Domestic animal !!
Okay,the 2nd colleague,name's Prem. He is live in SP there,everyday come here work by motor. Wow.. Admire him much much much and much. And somemore,he's hobbies is talk talk talk and talk. He like to stand at there,then keep talking with Ranson,when Suhal look at they,they will low the voice abit,after 5min they will continue talk non-stop.Finnaly,today get scold by other supervisor,Tamid. PADAN MUKA !!
Okay,3nd colleague,name's Chin Ying. She is the girl who's always eat non-stop. Accept she bf,she whole brain just think about eat eat eat and eat !!! BUT WHY SHE STILL SLIM LIKE HELL ???
4nd, Shin Nee. A girl who's are very care her colleague. She's really very care with we all. Like mother. Haha. But now she back to I-cable centrel d. Damn miss her now. But it's okay. We can meet up outside. ^^~
Atc still have many staff there,but I compare understand these people. Haha.
Hmm.. This is my Maxis life. I'M LOVING IT !!!

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::END::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Happiness

2009-12-06T04:51:00.003+08:00

Happiness is the most precious thing in the world, which can be obtained in different ways.From my point of view, being in a good mood anytime and anywhere is the first thing for those who want to be happy. There is an old saying going like this, "happy is he who is content." I can't agree with it any more.
I still remember a story i was saw when I was a child. A millionaire tried every means to seek after pleasure but to feel unhappy. It's not unique, but has its counterpart that poor men to whose name not having a thing always feel happy. Why are they so different? The answer is that the rich is being thinking how he can gain more while the poor is satisfied with what he owns at hand-health, freedom, love and so on.
Furthermore, love makes great difference to happiness. If you have love in your heart, you will have happiness in your life. Love consists of two parts, one is to love others, and the other is to be loved by others. Lei Feng set a good example for all of us. He served the people wholeheartedly until the last minute of his life. He regarded serving the people as the happiest thing. There are numbers of similar inspirational stories to be found. In addition, being loved by others can also lead you to happiness. Courage from your parents when frustrated, care from your lover when ill, help from your friends when in trouble… all of these will make you the happiest person in the world.
The last but not least is to act happily. Putting on a happy face and thinking interesting things are helpful to trigger happy feelings.
Wile happiness is precious, it is easy to get.

谋杀记

2009-11-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

我今天才知道，你们的爱情，埋葬在这里。
故事的引述，只是纯粹在说故事。
既然知道不是事实，又何必对号入座？
我心疼你的执着，你以为在争取，其实只是伤害你自己。
你在乎谁是前后，你执着，你是先出现的那一位。
前后，真的重要吗？
女人，经历了几段情感之后，刚刚出现在你开始懂得珍惜的时候的那一位，才是和你一起走的人。
出现得太早，不过是为了训练你在爱情和任性之间的拿捏。
没有贬义，只是，女人都是这样。
说穿了，不过是timing。
既然了解是timing，先出现，又会代表胜利吗？
还是你享受那种洋洋洒洒地说:"这个男人安定下来之前，是和我在一起的，只不过是我最后没有选择他。"
既然不是为了面子，既然不是因为怕输，那为什么纠缠前后？
我们常说，和我们在一起的人，往往不是我们最爱的人。
因为，最爱的人，总出现在前面。
总出现在我们终于知道爱不是完美之前。
总出现在我们发现自己做的事，只有也只需要为自己负责之前。
总出现在我们了解一切原来会来不及之前。
这样，你有比较开心吗？

2012 世界末日

2009-11-23T05:13:00.004+08:00

你为什么不应该一个人去看2012
首先你会被人笑是独家村，事实上，你自己一个人去看任何电影都会得到这样的称呼。
二、这一部灾难片，影射人类本渺小。当戏里的孩子为爸爸拨最后一通电话道别时，你却发现你连看一场电影身边都没人，戏里戏外孤独倍增，我见犹怜。
三、如果你平时看电影哭，是因为想要身边的人知道你有多人性，多么需要保护的话，一个人看会浪费你的眼泪，因为你一定会哭。
四、三个小时的电影，如果途中想上洗手间，没人帮你顾包包。
五、电影结束后，你没有对象问：你相信吗？末日之说。

你为什么应该一个人去看2012
一、很难买票的一部电影。自己一个人去看就算买到位置不好的票也无所谓。
二、如果你买的位置是couple sit的，那你一个人去看可以享受两个人的宽敞空间（有人白目到不介意和陌生人坐在一起，买了你身边的票除外）。那么长的一部电影，你打直打横，睡着看也没人理你。
三、如果你一路以来的形象很坚强，有泪不轻弹，一个人看就可以让你尽情宣泄。
四、虽说剧情毫无冷场，可是如果经不起戏院冷气的诱惑和睡虫的打扰，间中睡着也不算尴尬。五、电影结束后，你不用回答别人：你觉得我们会在一起到末日吗？

♥ SoO soO wedding night ♥

2009-11-15T02:32:00.010+08:00

It was a awesome night tonight. I had went to my cousin Soo Soo wedding dinner at Red Rock Hotel just now. She's look damn pretty tonight. No wonder people said, "The woman most beautiful time is in marriage that day." Haha ~♥
I was reach there at 5 something. Don't get shock why i go there early,it's because i need to help them prepair things... When i reach my cousin still prepair her things at the room,so i regret that i no changes to take photo with her today. BUT I SWEAR !!! Tomorrow i will go her house at 7 a.m,i want take many many photo with her, cos i just have two cousin,one is she and onother already married,so i want to treasures this opportunity.

I was feel happy and some "pek cek".. Cos my two nephew.... wow wow wow.. I think they have excessively active sickness. Cos run here run there. Finnaly,they was knocked down the pillar was put the vase. Some more they stepping on soo soo wedding dress. OMG !! Because of them, we eating also busy,stand also cant relax. everymoment also feel nervous..

My sister was drunk today,cos drink too many Wine + Chivas. When at there she look like very gentreman,still can play and chat with us, but when her reach home....... I'm was no comment. Some more she was vomit at the car, HER NEW CAR, just bought it at monday.. So the consequence is get scold by my eldest sister. Haha ~♥

It's memory night,but i feel more tired. I must attending my 3cm make up powder and my 5cm boots whold night. Some more i need to run here run there. My leg are breaking after this dinner. But i feel is worth,cos i'm really happy tonight ^^

My eldest nephew,as she look mischievous?

My 2nd nephew.he is cute,but.....

It's tired...

The invitation and the dessert.

The dessert is good taste. I like it.

My cousin Soo Soo and her husband william

In the end,i hope that my cousin will happyiness, I wish them can grow old together and lives the expensive child early. William, must treat my cousin good and sayang her ya,if not you will know that. nyek nyek..

~14.11.2009~

Soo Soo wedding

♥ I LOVE THIS MEMORY DAY ♥

发霉...

2009-11-14T04:53:00.003+08:00

因为懒惰，所以发霉。

: : : : : : : : : : 我在发霉中 : : : : : : : : : :

❤28.10.2009❤

2009-11-05T01:48:00.008+08:00

My PRINCESS was back from johor.
I din't sleep whold night because too nervous.. haha..

That day we was went to Queensbay,after go relau 人民公园。。

We was took many photo there ..

It was a happy day...
YUHOO ^^v

Nichi. Me. Ling. Qv

My darling Nichi. He is my best best best friend.

My princess LING.

I'm hippo !!

I had nothing to do.

Our memory day.

❤ Friends Forever ❤

I LOVE THIS DAY !!!

28.10.2009

I will remember this day.

cos had many sweeet memory with my all dear friend.

I hope our friendship can grow up as long as we can.

C.H.E.E.R.S ^^

My Girl

2009-10-25T21:56:00.003+08:00

1*. I like the girl who are mature in thinking and especially is she can understanding what i need. Some more, I don't like the girl who are just treat love as play play. That's why I like girl who are older than me and I HATE PLAY GIRL !!!

2. I like the girl that are always be seriosly..Cause I don't like to play also don't like to jokes. But of course, I don't like to serious all the time too. At least be serious while working and sometime when the time are really serios. For those that are always just try to play play.. Sorry if I offended you~

3. I don't love cartoons, but just specially ASTRO BOY is ONCE I LIKE. You can don't like,but don't STOP ME !! I like to collect everything of astro boy,i like to see every movie of him too !!

4*. I like the people who are obedient to their parents and also respect my parents. Cause people who respect to the members of an earlier genaration will always a good girl. I THINK..

5*. I don't like my girl will jelous of no reason. If you jelous i contact with my Ex,i can accepst. BUT just especially one you cannot STOP ME !! I think you know who i'm saying..

6. I don't like shopping! BUT i can accompany you to shop for whole day. But better don't ask me do your mate,thx~

7*. And some more importand, don't jelous when i'm treat my friend too good or too care my friend. Expecially is RAEANN,cos i really just treat her as my real sister,so please don't try to changes my mind,cos you just will dissapointed..

8*. I hate lies! Cause trust is the most important issue in LOVE. And i was had a S**K ex are bluff me 6 years,so I HATE LIER !!

9. I like the girl who are intelligient and confidence! Don't you feel "she" has glamour??

10. Actually.. That's just easy If you want to know who are the 100% in my heart. You just only want to know that who was my S**K Ex. She is the kind of girl that I PREFER. But love is an uncontrolable things. All of those will be only doesn't matter if you can make me fall on you like crazy !! Cos She will out of my live FOREVER !!

So..actually all of above are bullshit !! (but except that which i have * )
♥ ONCE I LIKE, I LIKE EVERYTHINGS OF HER ♥

I Miss You

2009-10-25T08:34:00.004+08:00

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

::::::::I Really Miss You::::::::

爱自己

2009-10-21T04:30:00.004+08:00

我好像有比较好了

之前的迷失，

忘了目标

忘了自己

把别人当标准

盲目

原来真的会让人抓狂

勉强把自己塞入别人的框框

不受伤

都可能残废

应该理直气壮

我就是我

·······疼爱自己·······

·········比获得认同重要·········

认

2009-10-21T03:56:00.003+08:00

对不起

我无意让你受伤

我无意在我们之间

拉扯你

我无意对你沉默的呼吸

不闻不问

我这样

是因为我只能这样

你也知道

珍惜你

是无论如何的

事情的发生

自私是我唯一的出路

原谅我对于面面俱圆

无能为力

我已经用尽所有的力气

去磨平任何可能出现在我们之间的棱角

你说我聪明

并不全然

聪明的人

会为自己先盘算

以最小的努力

获得最大的回报

所以

你比较聪明

Death

2009-10-18T20:43:00.005+08:00

Death

Katch are death on today

18th Oct 2009

no feeling

no pain

I'M DEATH

FUCKER

2009-10-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

WHY WHY WHY

Many FUCKER are around surroundings me

I really feel very very dissapointed about it

why this world become so terror

even you treat someone as best friend

even you trust her

EVEN YOU TREAT HER GOOD

BUT SHE JUST TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT

AND BETRAYING YOU

SHE JUST USING YOUR TRUST

TO DOING SOMETHING FAKE TO YOU

start from now

I WON'T TRUST ANYONE

NO TRUST WORLD IN MY WORD ANYMORE

I can do it

2009-10-07T19:15:00.004+08:00

I think

this time i really saying the true

but

why i will had a feel

the feel let me confuse

let me contraction

SCARE

yes

this feelling call SCARE

not your wrong

also not your problem

maybe it's just because i had a

ROTTEN,BAD,TERROR and SAD memory before.

so make me scare all

even i know u better than her

what should i do?

i'm scary that u cant wait

i also scary that u will get hurt

i'm scare many many things about you

but also can't do anything

maybe

just let's the time solve all the problem

it will be better

just make it easy

I CAN DO IT !!!

Hesitation

2009-10-05T19:19:00.003+08:00

Again

and again

The sound at beside me

HESITATION

CONSIDERATION

Suddenly remind me alot of things

HAPPY

MOODY

HAPPYNESS

SAD

My mood this few day are fallow your every action and every movement

Suddently good

Suddently bad

same as ROJAK

what can i do?

who can tell me?

who can teach me?

WHO CAN HELP ME?

Moody

2009-10-04T20:11:00.005+08:00

Start to thinking give up

Even i already conform the feel

but i also can't do anything now

LONELY

HURT

SAD

MOODY

All the feel suddently appearance

I'm gone

I'm just one's own wishful thinking

maybe you never feel me untill now

but

I'm really EARNEST this time

I'm really GOT FEELING this time

I'm really SAD this time

''I NEED YOU''

''I REALLY NEED YOU''

Tired

2009-10-03T13:58:00.003+08:00

I'm Tired

梦

2009-10-03T10:57:00.004+08:00

昨晚梦见了你。
一个梦。
提醒我很多很多的过去。
梦里的你才是我真正爱的你。
那个时候的你，
是我最爱时的你。
也是你最天真无邪，
最没有心机的时候。
但现在的你。。。。。
一直以来，
我都选择逃避。
或许这样我会感觉比较平衡。
也比较好过。
但昨晚的一场梦狠狠的提醒了我。
所有承载的回忆。
像洪水猛兽般侵袭。
泪水惩罚自己，
脑袋轰轰作响。
四处黑暗了起来，
看不见自己，
所有问题突然没有答案，
前面会不会踏空？
天使悄悄在角落呢喃说，
那是过去了。
他怕惊醒了那只叫后悔的魔鬼。

眼泪笑了

2009-10-02T17:54:00.005+08:00

比想象中更痛

你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走

都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着

找回光和热
面对你的时候

我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折
是美的
心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候

我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你
深深的

一厢情愿

2009-10-01T19:44:00.003+08:00

生气什么？

问自己。

为什么要生气？

我要答案。

到底有什么资格去生气？

心里有五百个问号。

发泄。

处女座的人就是这样。

不管星座是不是我耍恨的借口。

现在的我。

就像一堆泥。

软弱而深陷。

一厢情愿，

多美丽的说法。

心里有难过冰箱。

难过会在那里被保鲜，

久久挥不去。

也许我真的不该花太多时间在冰箱里。

解冻自己，

就能随着空气蒸发。

解释没有用，

要因为一口气而坚强。

立场这回事，

本来就没有立场。

公平这回事，

本来在这世上就不存在。

累了。

隐藏

2009-10-01T03:17:00.002+08:00

兜兜转转。
不知不觉又回到了原地。
对着镜子里面的自己在自言自语。
其实我已经不懂自己在说什么。
回过神。
看到镜子里的那个人在流泪。
崩溃。
到底发生了什么事？
我不清楚。
可以比较争气吗？
那个叫自己的人。
可以给我滚出来吗？
那个久违的笑容。
如果我后悔下了车，
你可以让我再次上车吗？
不行的话，
可以哭吗？

Awoke

2009-09-30T03:13:00.000+08:00

Tidies up the room.

The mood is very chaotic

does not tidy up.

Many truths.

Struggling.

One day of one day.

tired.

Paralysis.

Did not think that who dislikes who.

Vicissitude.

Said sorry.

Is exposed to the sun by the sun awakes.

Starts to understand

the smile important.

Starts to understand

own important.

Start to know.

who is the winner.

My anything is not

2009-09-29T18:15:00.002+08:00

Only remembers the body

I have forgotten the soul

Only remembers the form

I have forgotten the idea

Only remembers earnestly

I have forgotten the precipitation

Only remembers gets hold

I have forgotten the breath

Only remembers climbs up

I have forgotten the scenery

Only remembers sad

I have forgotten the sob

Only remembers the proof

I forgot to enjoy

Only remembers others

I have forgotten the smile

Only remembers the anticipation

I forgot to turn head

Only remembers the request

I forgot to treasure

Only remembers proceeds

I have forgotten MYSELF

对号入座

2009-09-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

最近一直在提醒自己，不要这样对号入座。

或许是我自己想太多，事情并没有自己想得那么复杂。

也或许应该这样说，尽然决定了就不要再去像这样多。

我仿佛看见云层后面，神在捂嘴嘲笑：你一定会后悔的！

没错，那把的确是曾经在我大脑耳语的声音，

可是，对不起，声音动摇不了我，因为大脑主宰理智。

而我在乎的是感觉。

你可以说，我是由情绪砌成的怪物。

感觉好，我可以去越野赛跑跑到腿断掉；

感觉不好，一片灰尘可以让我把一个衣橱丢掉。

就这样。

或许我应该为自己这一次的勇敢而给自己最好的一个掌声。

干脆把手也拍断好了。

以前我很执著。

接受不了原来现实就是这样。

谁可以相信，原来相信就是错误？

努力说服自己不去在乎即将要割舍的。

只是，喉咙一直都哽着。

价值放在天秤上，原来任何事情都比以前发生的一切来得重要。

但现在不一样了。

因为我终于知道，

我们的爱情埋葬在哪里。

既然知道不是事实，又何必对号入座？

我心疼你的执着，你以为在争取，其实只是伤害你自己。

我们常说，和我们在一起的人，往往不是我们最爱的人。

因为，最爱的人，总出现在前面。

总出现在我们终于知道爱不是完美之前。

总出现在我们发现自己做的事，只有也只需要为自己负责之前。

总出现在我们了解一切原来会来不及之前。

这样安慰自己，

会比较开心吗？

回想过去

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